Lately i have been thinking if i am neglecting R1… cos i am not spending as much time with him… when i return home in the evenings, i will nurse R2 cos he will be ‘chasing’ me for milk…
After viewing Vegepiglet’s blog, seeing baby Elanie doing so well, reading etc… me feel so guilty.. so guilty that i have not been playing with ross… guilty that i have not been reading to him etc… cos have been bring R2 to the doc in the evenings…
will start to read to him tonight… must do up a time table… R2 understands what we say already… thus, will try to read to them…
hugs to myself… just have to find a balance… BALANCE…
cant wait for some MY time in dec when R1, Mr Chin and MIL are going away… some RYAN time… blessing in disguse… i can use that period to bond and care for R2 and to do things that i wanted to do…
